Beautiful Creatures
11 years ago
Monday, February 28, 2011
When I'm blind...
Begitukah Cinta
If u have been watching this drama on tv3, you would be able to relate with what I am going to write.
The husband met an accident , and was fated to be blind.
I then realized that if I am blind, I won't be able to do sooo many things that I love. I won't be able to :-
1. Read a book
2.watch movies
3.go online
4.shop online
5. Drive
6. Xboleh tgk ciptaan Dan jebesaran Allah.
This is just a short list. And yes it made me realize that ..eventhough I have been facing shit when it comes to friendship n relatinship... I still have my eyes to see what they did to me.
I must be more grateful to be alive.
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Jinggo and his Hotdogs!
I could not go to work today - due to the unstable emotions --migraine--muntah2 and all.
So I stayed at home with the kids.
Can't go to the clinic yet , because my meds make me drowsy and I am not supposed to operate and huge machineries.
Anyway, I asked Jinggo
" JInggo, I am gonna have some hotdogs, do you..."
Before I could finish the sentence,
He rean to the kitchen and just stood the , head looking up ath the stove.
he kept bugging me while we wait for the hotdogs to be cooked.
So this video is how my tomcat ate his hotdogs!
PERANG LAGI KE?
Laaa rasanya PERANG TUH DAH TAMAT.
TAPi
ADA LA PULAK PEREMPUAN2 tuh yang baru nak pegang senapang tembak aku.
ramai lak cheerleaders diarang!!
Sampai semua org yang rapat ngn aku, korang pulau kan.
Hekeleh.
-_-
ayat-ayat tak boleh blah:-
" kalau dia baca nih sure MC setahun"
[ler, kalau aku MC setahun pon ada aku kacau periuk nasi korang?]
" tup tup dia admit kan diri ke hospital sebab depression"
[ler, habis semua citer aku dijajakan macam pisang goreng]
"dia mengacau cara psycho dia"
[mcm mana la aku nak kacau - aku tak contact korang pon dah dekat 7-8 bulan]
"DIA PSYCHO...kita psycho kan dia balik!!"
[ishk! korang nih tak takut ke anak beranak korang nanti psycho?]
Seriously , takyah nak tuduh sesiapa yang 'report' kat aku pasal korang.
Aku dah baca semua sendiri.
Dah tgk semua nama2 yang kutuk sakan aku.
Sekarang nih apa ditype online, org leh capture screen/print screen.
Joli Katak ye korang.
Dah 7-8 bulan aku senyap tak buat apa-apa pon.
-_-
Nih apa kejadah nak tuduh aku laga2 org?
Aku tak communicate ngan sesiapa pon , just those yang i trust.
-_-
Ishk - siap copy paste lagik entry blog aku.
macam cartoon la ko minah oit!
tetiber aku terasa macam aku nih RM- dia pon dah selalu org dok copy paste blog dia.
-_-
Aku tak kacau apa - tetiba dapat email nak beramah mesra.
Email la, sms la, call la.
[ aku tahu korang takkan ngaku yang korang buat semua tuh- takut kawan2 ko larik sebab ko akan dilabel 'KAWAN BAIK AKU'-
Macam korang buat kat aku dulu la.
korang yang tak ske minah tuh, tapi aku okie ngan minah tuh -
so korang kata aku nih 'kawan baik dia'-
sampai aku duduk sebelah dia masa dinner CBN tuh pon korang leh jadikan BAHAN]
Memang betul sangkaan aku , nak korek rahsia rupanya.
Depan kawan2 , ko leh buat bodoh jer ngn aku -
yerla , ko dok kutuk aku kat FB dia , nanti org kata ko hipokrit la pulak kan.
Bila kawan2 ko takder - maniiiiissss jer mulut tanyer khabar.
-_-
Ko tuh takder masa kejadian PERANG TUH.
My side of the story pon ko tak tahu.
Aku siap kata lagik - I am not gonna tell you much. But I think she needs you.
Please take care of her sebab dia dah tak terima i dah.
TUP TUP! ko dengar cerita belah dia .
Ko buang aku terus?.
Tak pernah dengar ke :
THERE ARE THREE SIDES OF A STORY ,
THAT PERSON'S, YOURS AND THE TRUTH
-_-
Ko kutuk kawan aku yang aku dah rapat selama 18 tahun.
we are like sisters,our family kenal each other dari diarang umur 18 lagi.
cuba ko kira sat- berapa tahun our family have known each other.
my mom dah 71 years old.
MACAM MANA KO LEH KATA WAN ROZITA TUH BAGI AKU NEGATIVE VIBES?
dia yang selamatkan aku masa aku dah nyawa2 ikan ada la.
dia yang tolong aku masa aku dalam kesusahan ada la.
dia yang dtg hampir setiap hari ke ward ada la - migraine ke, depression ke, lelah ke.
Kawan aku tuh gih jumpa ko sebab aku dah dinasihatkan oleh
PAKAR PSYCHIATRIC
NOT TO MEET YOU
SEBAB AKU KENA BUANG SEGALA NEGATIVE VIBES!
Korang tuh yang negative vibes.
ASYIK KUTUK ORANG JER.
GOSSIP SANA SINI
SETIAP HARI.
PERASAAN HASAD DENGKI KORANG TUH TAHAP DEWA OK!
-_-
nih pulak aku dapat tahu rupa-rupanya korang dah dok kutuk aku sejak arwah ada lagik.
then lepas aku cuba sedaya upaya nak tolong ko masa ko depressed arwah pergi.
ko leh lak kutuk aku and tikam aku dari belakang?
hati busuk mulut loangkang la ko nih!
seriously, kalau ko leh buat mcm nih kat aku yang bersusah payah sebab ko.
ko leh buat kat sesiapa aja!
aku harap kawan2 ko tuh dah pasang LAMPU JINGGA.
-_-
I need to think about the ones who are close with me - when I suffer , they suffer.
TAPI MEMANDANGKAN KO DAH KELUARKAN SENAPANG.
NAMPAK SANGAT - SIAPA HASUT SIAPA SEKARANG NIH.
SORRY LA , KO DAH LAMBAT.
AKU DAH MOVE ON- THEN KORANG TEMBAK AKU- AND NOW AKU AKAN MOVE FURTHER ON.
bak kata berpuluhan orang yang dok usha all of our FB statuses and blogs.
TAK RUGI KALAU YOU TAK KAWAN NGAN DIARANG.
-_-
TRIMAS SEBAB BUAT KAN TRAFFIC BLOG AKU NIH LAJU YA.
Korang nih semua memang dah takde kerja ka?
Habiskan masa dok kutuk aku.
Korang nih tak takut ka - Allah akan balas balik?
Maybe not to you, but to your kids, family , husband....
-_-
AKU NGAKU AKU NIH BUKAN BIDADARI KAYANGAN AND WHAT NOT.
TAK PERNAH PULAK AKU NGAKU BAB TUH.
AKU DUDUK DIAM - KORANG MAKI-PERLI
"KO NIH DAH MAKAN UBAT KE BELUM?".
AKU DUDUK DIAM AND SENYUM JER.
TAPI NIH LA PULAK KISAHNYA.
APA YANG BERLAKU IS ANTARA AKU NGAN DIA,
DAN DI SAKSIKAN OLEH WAN ROZITA YANG KO PANGGIL P.A AKU TUH.
KORANG NIH DAH TAKLEH NAK BEZAKAN PA AND BEST FRIENDS KE?
ops lupa - korang pon sebelum ganged up mana ada kawan rapat.
sorry - aku lupa sangat bab tuh.
-_-
Aku gado ngan A , yang si B lak gado ngan bff aku.
Nih apa hal la nih.
memang sah korang nih BELUM di duga sedemikian rupa.
Ada aku paksa korang masuk satu bilik and aku luahkan segala masaalah aku kat ko?
-_-
PERSAHABATAN PALSU?
ishk! aku rasa ko tuh persahabatan pon tak tahu.
tapi leh tuduh aku PALSU?
YANG KORANG DOK KUTUK A FEW INDIVIDUALS BEHIND THEIR BACK TO APS KEJADAH?
DEPAN THOSE PEOPLE,
KORANG BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIK.
PIJAK SEMUT PON TAK MATI K!
Kawan ngan aku sebab nak besarkan business.
ISHK
ALLAH yang akan tentukan reseki masing-masing la.
itu pon ko tak tahu ka?
-_-
Allah dah banyak duga korang - tapi korang buat perangai lak.
Aku tahu aku nih banyak dosa and Allah duga aku di dunia.
Ada aku ngeluh - maki hamun dalam status aku?
-_-
yang nih paling lawak
AKU SUKA AND BELI BEG COACH PON LEH JADI ISSUE?
tuh belum aku beli beg LV!
eh tapi kan apsal tetiba aku tgk korang pon dah pakai beg COACH eh?
sebelum aku lupa - kesian iPhone aku korang dok kutuk.
TGK2 ada jugak korang beli.
aku tahu - coach and iphone tak dibuat khas untuk aku.
tapi takyah la nak kutuk sesiapa yang own those things.
JUST BECAUSE HUBBY KORANG TAK BAGI BELI
AKU BELI DENGAN DUIT AKU K,
TAKDER NAK MINTAK DARI HUBBY AKU.
-_-
yang korang nih semua dah beranak pinak.
tapi perangai aku tenguk macam budak sekolah nak kejar glamour.
aku tgk korang nih semua wannabes [ bukan aku sorang kata mcm tuh]
masa kat sekolah takleh nak outshine yang lain.
sekarang nih lak korang guna FB sebagai taman permainan korang.
ishk
GET A LIFE
PERGI LA BELAJAR -
AMBIK KELAS -
OCCUPY YOUR TIME WITH OTHER THINGS -
JANGAN DOK NGADAP PC/LAPPY
SEBAB TAK SABAR2 NAK GOSSIP PASAL ORG LAIN.
APSAL KORANG RASA SERONOK SANGAT MENAJATUHKAN MARUAH ORG EH?
YOU PEOPLE REALLY FEED ON OTHERS' MISERIES, FAILUREs AND WEAKNESSES.
-_-
MY EX-STUDENTS LAGIK MATANG DARI KORANG YANG DAH BERANAK-PINAK!
-_-
SECARA KESIMPULANNYA :-
DARI PIHAK AKU NGAN WAN ROZITA,
KES NIH DAH LAMA HABIS.
TAPI MASIH LAGI DIBESAR-BESARKAN.
SIAPA LAGA SIAPA NIH WEY?
Aku pon dah confius dibuatnya.
okie la - back to duduk diam diam SUDAH!
KORANG NAK CAKAP APA PON CAKAP LA.
MAKI HAMUN SUMPAH SERANAH- GO AHEAD.
LAGI AKU LAYAN KORANG - LAGI BODOH AKU RASA.
CUKUP LA DENGAN KORANG MEMPERBODOHKAN AKU.
JUST REMEMBER, KORANG TUH ADA ANAK2.
JANGAN PULAK SATU HARI TERPAKSA AKU GUNAKAN AYAT -
MELUDAH KELANGIT YE KAK?.
KITA NIH MANUSIA BIASA - PLEASE REMEMBER.
SELALU BUAT KESILAPAN.
NOBODY IS PERFECT.
MUNGKIN KALI NIH KORANG HIGHLIGHT SEGALA JERAWAT AKU.
JANGAN NANTI KORANG NYER BULU HIDUNG ORG LAIN SCAN SUDAH.
AND ALSO KEPADA YANG DALAM GENG KORANG TUH.
AKU DAH NAK DOK DIAM DAH NIH.
SO DIARANG TUH MESTI KENA CARIK MANGSA SETERUS NYA
CEPAT PASANG LAMPU JINGGA !!
[ AYAT NIH MEMANG LAWAK!
sebab sah sah aku tak jumpa ko lagik - alih2 nak pasang lampu jingga , traffic light tul!]
---|KES TUTUP|---
dah takmo write anymore entries on this.
tulis dalam diary - OLD SCHOOL!
"We shouldn't quit smelling the morning roses just because some is so addicted to the dirty diapers-" from someone i know
dulu kes kat office - nih skrg kes kat FB
Alhamdulillah kes office dah tamat.
semua dah harmony jer kat office tuh.
[ THIS WAS WRITTEN AT 12AM]
TAPi
ADA LA PULAK PEREMPUAN2 tuh yang baru nak pegang senapang tembak aku.
ramai lak cheerleaders diarang!!
Sampai semua org yang rapat ngn aku, korang pulau kan.
Hekeleh.
-_-
ayat-ayat tak boleh blah:-
" kalau dia baca nih sure MC setahun"
[ler, kalau aku MC setahun pon ada aku kacau periuk nasi korang?]
" tup tup dia admit kan diri ke hospital sebab depression"
[ler, habis semua citer aku dijajakan macam pisang goreng]
"dia mengacau cara psycho dia"
[mcm mana la aku nak kacau - aku tak contact korang pon dah dekat 7-8 bulan]
"DIA PSYCHO...kita psycho kan dia balik!!"
[ishk! korang nih tak takut ke anak beranak korang nanti psycho?]
Seriously , takyah nak tuduh sesiapa yang 'report' kat aku pasal korang.
Aku dah baca semua sendiri.
Dah tgk semua nama2 yang kutuk sakan aku.
Sekarang nih apa ditype online, org leh capture screen/print screen.
Joli Katak ye korang.
Dah 7-8 bulan aku senyap tak buat apa-apa pon.
-_-
Nih apa kejadah nak tuduh aku laga2 org?
Aku tak communicate ngan sesiapa pon , just those yang i trust.
-_-
Ishk - siap copy paste lagik entry blog aku.
macam cartoon la ko minah oit!
tetiber aku terasa macam aku nih RM- dia pon dah selalu org dok copy paste blog dia.
-_-
Aku tak kacau apa - tetiba dapat email nak beramah mesra.
Email la, sms la, call la.
[ aku tahu korang takkan ngaku yang korang buat semua tuh- takut kawan2 ko larik sebab ko akan dilabel 'KAWAN BAIK AKU'-
Macam korang buat kat aku dulu la.
korang yang tak ske minah tuh, tapi aku okie ngan minah tuh -
so korang kata aku nih 'kawan baik dia'-
sampai aku duduk sebelah dia masa dinner CBN tuh pon korang leh jadikan BAHAN]
Memang betul sangkaan aku , nak korek rahsia rupanya.
Depan kawan2 , ko leh buat bodoh jer ngn aku -
yerla , ko dok kutuk aku kat FB dia , nanti org kata ko hipokrit la pulak kan.
Bila kawan2 ko takder - maniiiiissss jer mulut tanyer khabar.
-_-
Ko tuh takder masa kejadian PERANG TUH.
My side of the story pon ko tak tahu.
Aku siap kata lagik - I am not gonna tell you much. But I think she needs you.
Please take care of her sebab dia dah tak terima i dah.
TUP TUP! ko dengar cerita belah dia .
Ko buang aku terus?.
Tak pernah dengar ke :
THERE ARE THREE SIDES OF A STORY ,
THAT PERSON'S, YOURS AND THE TRUTH
-_-
Ko kutuk kawan aku yang aku dah rapat selama 18 tahun.
we are like sisters,our family kenal each other dari diarang umur 18 lagi.
cuba ko kira sat- berapa tahun our family have known each other.
my mom dah 71 years old.
MACAM MANA KO LEH KATA WAN ROZITA TUH BAGI AKU NEGATIVE VIBES?
dia yang selamatkan aku masa aku dah nyawa2 ikan ada la.
dia yang tolong aku masa aku dalam kesusahan ada la.
dia yang dtg hampir setiap hari ke ward ada la - migraine ke, depression ke, lelah ke.
Kawan aku tuh gih jumpa ko sebab aku dah dinasihatkan oleh
PAKAR PSYCHIATRIC
NOT TO MEET YOU
SEBAB AKU KENA BUANG SEGALA NEGATIVE VIBES!
Korang tuh yang negative vibes.
ASYIK KUTUK ORANG JER.
GOSSIP SANA SINI
SETIAP HARI.
PERASAAN HASAD DENGKI KORANG TUH TAHAP DEWA OK!
-_-
nih pulak aku dapat tahu rupa-rupanya korang dah dok kutuk aku sejak arwah ada lagik.
then lepas aku cuba sedaya upaya nak tolong ko masa ko depressed arwah pergi.
ko leh lak kutuk aku and tikam aku dari belakang?
hati busuk mulut loangkang la ko nih!
seriously, kalau ko leh buat mcm nih kat aku yang bersusah payah sebab ko.
ko leh buat kat sesiapa aja!
aku harap kawan2 ko tuh dah pasang LAMPU JINGGA.
-_-
I need to think about the ones who are close with me - when I suffer , they suffer.
TAPI MEMANDANGKAN KO DAH KELUARKAN SENAPANG.
NAMPAK SANGAT - SIAPA HASUT SIAPA SEKARANG NIH.
SORRY LA , KO DAH LAMBAT.
AKU DAH MOVE ON- THEN KORANG TEMBAK AKU- AND NOW AKU AKAN MOVE FURTHER ON.
bak kata berpuluhan orang yang dok usha all of our FB statuses and blogs.
TAK RUGI KALAU YOU TAK KAWAN NGAN DIARANG.
-_-
TRIMAS SEBAB BUAT KAN TRAFFIC BLOG AKU NIH LAJU YA.
Korang nih semua memang dah takde kerja ka?
Habiskan masa dok kutuk aku.
Korang nih tak takut ka - Allah akan balas balik?
Maybe not to you, but to your kids, family , husband....
-_-
AKU NGAKU AKU NIH BUKAN BIDADARI KAYANGAN AND WHAT NOT.
TAK PERNAH PULAK AKU NGAKU BAB TUH.
AKU DUDUK DIAM - KORANG MAKI-PERLI
"KO NIH DAH MAKAN UBAT KE BELUM?".
AKU DUDUK DIAM AND SENYUM JER.
TAPI NIH LA PULAK KISAHNYA.
APA YANG BERLAKU IS ANTARA AKU NGAN DIA,
DAN DI SAKSIKAN OLEH WAN ROZITA YANG KO PANGGIL P.A AKU TUH.
KORANG NIH DAH TAKLEH NAK BEZAKAN PA AND BEST FRIENDS KE?
ops lupa - korang pon sebelum ganged up mana ada kawan rapat.
sorry - aku lupa sangat bab tuh.
-_-
Aku gado ngan A , yang si B lak gado ngan bff aku.
Nih apa hal la nih.
memang sah korang nih BELUM di duga sedemikian rupa.
Ada aku paksa korang masuk satu bilik and aku luahkan segala masaalah aku kat ko?
-_-
PERSAHABATAN PALSU?
ishk! aku rasa ko tuh persahabatan pon tak tahu.
tapi leh tuduh aku PALSU?
YANG KORANG DOK KUTUK A FEW INDIVIDUALS BEHIND THEIR BACK TO APS KEJADAH?
DEPAN THOSE PEOPLE,
KORANG BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIK.
PIJAK SEMUT PON TAK MATI K!
Kawan ngan aku sebab nak besarkan business.
ISHK
ALLAH yang akan tentukan reseki masing-masing la.
itu pon ko tak tahu ka?
-_-
Allah dah banyak duga korang - tapi korang buat perangai lak.
Aku tahu aku nih banyak dosa and Allah duga aku di dunia.
Ada aku ngeluh - maki hamun dalam status aku?
-_-
yang nih paling lawak
AKU SUKA AND BELI BEG COACH PON LEH JADI ISSUE?
tuh belum aku beli beg LV!
eh tapi kan apsal tetiba aku tgk korang pon dah pakai beg COACH eh?
sebelum aku lupa - kesian iPhone aku korang dok kutuk.
TGK2 ada jugak korang beli.
aku tahu - coach and iphone tak dibuat khas untuk aku.
tapi takyah la nak kutuk sesiapa yang own those things.
JUST BECAUSE HUBBY KORANG TAK BAGI BELI
AKU BELI DENGAN DUIT AKU K,
TAKDER NAK MINTAK DARI HUBBY AKU.
-_-
yang korang nih semua dah beranak pinak.
tapi perangai aku tenguk macam budak sekolah nak kejar glamour.
aku tgk korang nih semua wannabes [ bukan aku sorang kata mcm tuh]
masa kat sekolah takleh nak outshine yang lain.
sekarang nih lak korang guna FB sebagai taman permainan korang.
ishk
GET A LIFE
PERGI LA BELAJAR -
AMBIK KELAS -
OCCUPY YOUR TIME WITH OTHER THINGS -
JANGAN DOK NGADAP PC/LAPPY
SEBAB TAK SABAR2 NAK GOSSIP PASAL ORG LAIN.
APSAL KORANG RASA SERONOK SANGAT MENAJATUHKAN MARUAH ORG EH?
YOU PEOPLE REALLY FEED ON OTHERS' MISERIES, FAILUREs AND WEAKNESSES.
-_-
MY EX-STUDENTS LAGIK MATANG DARI KORANG YANG DAH BERANAK-PINAK!
-_-
SECARA KESIMPULANNYA :-
DARI PIHAK AKU NGAN WAN ROZITA,
KES NIH DAH LAMA HABIS.
TAPI MASIH LAGI DIBESAR-BESARKAN.
SIAPA LAGA SIAPA NIH WEY?
Aku pon dah confius dibuatnya.
okie la - back to duduk diam diam SUDAH!
KORANG NAK CAKAP APA PON CAKAP LA.
MAKI HAMUN SUMPAH SERANAH- GO AHEAD.
LAGI AKU LAYAN KORANG - LAGI BODOH AKU RASA.
CUKUP LA DENGAN KORANG MEMPERBODOHKAN AKU.
JUST REMEMBER, KORANG TUH ADA ANAK2.
JANGAN PULAK SATU HARI TERPAKSA AKU GUNAKAN AYAT -
MELUDAH KELANGIT YE KAK?.
KITA NIH MANUSIA BIASA - PLEASE REMEMBER.
SELALU BUAT KESILAPAN.
NOBODY IS PERFECT.
MUNGKIN KALI NIH KORANG HIGHLIGHT SEGALA JERAWAT AKU.
JANGAN NANTI KORANG NYER BULU HIDUNG ORG LAIN SCAN SUDAH.
AND ALSO KEPADA YANG DALAM GENG KORANG TUH.
AKU DAH NAK DOK DIAM DAH NIH.
SO DIARANG TUH MESTI KENA CARIK MANGSA SETERUS NYA
CEPAT PASANG LAMPU JINGGA !!
[ AYAT NIH MEMANG LAWAK!
sebab sah sah aku tak jumpa ko lagik - alih2 nak pasang lampu jingga , traffic light tul!]
---|KES TUTUP|---
dah takmo write anymore entries on this.
tulis dalam diary - OLD SCHOOL!
"We shouldn't quit smelling the morning roses just because some is so addicted to the dirty diapers-" from someone i know
dulu kes kat office - nih skrg kes kat FB
Alhamdulillah kes office dah tamat.
semua dah harmony jer kat office tuh.
[ THIS WAS WRITTEN AT 12AM]
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Received A Surprise Gift!
17 hb Februari hari tuh , I dapat a sorry note from Pos Express.
But I did not have the time to pick it up.
So I went yesterday , after my trip to Penang.
And look what Siti from
posted to me!
A Clinique Make-Up bag!
Just what I need to keep some small items in my car!
And also this!
Such awesome gifts from dear Siti!
TQ dear! Muahs!
by the way , these are some of her latest products in her blog!
ANNOY-nymous!
This comment was taken from http://sizarifalina.blogspot.com/2011/02/relapse.html
Okie , I think I did highlight the fact that I am recovering from depression. So what is this person's problem anyway?
Seriously , I doubt this anonymous [ IRRITANT] have ever experience someone who has depression [ or maybe IRRITANT is in self denial?]
Okie , I am not gonna be angry with IRRITANT , because I suddenly realise that I am right about certain things!
But I wonder why IRRITANT is reading my blog anyway. SINCE I NIHKAN GILER?
If you know me masa I was sick and in the hospital, you visited me when I was in the hospital - you would not dare to say those words.
I pray that IRRITANT , or adik beradik , mak bapak , sanak saudara dia takkan sakit mcm I.
*****************************
This story was about a week ago.
And the entry above was written right after i read the comment.
Unfortunately , some people are still BUTTHURT about this
and today is 27th already!
Anyway, I have deleted unwanted mess in my Facebook Friends List.
Made my setting private -
only those picked by me would be able to read my status and go through my photo albums.
I have to protect myself when it comes to this.
I am kinda sad to see some of my other friends who had to ignore me ,
because they are afraid to be labeled
" KAU KAN KAWAN BAIK DIA"
******************************
The short course at Bukit Jawi Golf Resort really opened my eyes.
If you think your problem is big , there are others who are facing bigger problems.
But then , you see... different people measure their problems differently.
They have their own combination of serious and light problems.
You might see me facing my depression as a very minor problem,
but do you know my OTHER PROBLEMS?
Maybe my OTHER PROBLEMS are big to you - so don't simply judge me as if I am guilty.
I have not forced anyone to sit down and listened to me problems.
So why some peoplesay - "dia tuh ingat dia sorang jer ada masaalah?"
I never forced anyone to read my status updates and even this blog you are reading.
Hubby Ali was pretty UPSET when he read and found out about certain people in our life.
He just zipped his lips.
I know he is sad to see people hurting me so bad.
My dad even said that I can sue those people for CYBER BULLYING.
"THEY MIGHT HAVE NICE WORDS TO SAY TO YOU,
BUT THEY ALSO HAVE BAD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT YOU - sizarifalina."
********************************************
My last status update before i go to sleep:-
This story was about a week ago.
And the entry above was written right after i read the comment.
Unfortunately , some people are still BUTTHURT about this
and today is 27th already!
Anyway, I have deleted unwanted mess in my Facebook Friends List.
Made my setting private -
only those picked by me would be able to read my status and go through my photo albums.
I have to protect myself when it comes to this.
I am kinda sad to see some of my other friends who had to ignore me ,
because they are afraid to be labeled
" KAU KAN KAWAN BAIK DIA"
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The short course at Bukit Jawi Golf Resort really opened my eyes.
If you think your problem is big , there are others who are facing bigger problems.
But then , you see... different people measure their problems differently.
They have their own combination of serious and light problems.
You might see me facing my depression as a very minor problem,
but do you know my OTHER PROBLEMS?
Maybe my OTHER PROBLEMS are big to you - so don't simply judge me as if I am guilty.
I have not forced anyone to sit down and listened to me problems.
So why some peoplesay - "dia tuh ingat dia sorang jer ada masaalah?"
I never forced anyone to read my status updates and even this blog you are reading.
Hubby Ali was pretty UPSET when he read and found out about certain people in our life.
He just zipped his lips.
I know he is sad to see people hurting me so bad.
My dad even said that I can sue those people for CYBER BULLYING.
"THEY MIGHT HAVE NICE WORDS TO SAY TO YOU,
BUT THEY ALSO HAVE BAD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT YOU - sizarifalina."
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My last status update before i go to sleep:-
Some encouragements I received from my FaceBook
1, OMG sis...i did not know that ur life had been so miserable....it must have been so hard for u...
i know, even if i said i understand ur condition i might not know perfectly how will it be to be u..u r one tough lady i know and
u are strong now n back then.
sis..wateve it is..there is only 1 thing that u should always remember (and others might have told u the same thing too)
we are only SLAVES for ALLAH..
and for that he had prepared us many things in life..
life is never easy..if it is, it is not life.
n u know, HE loves u so much..proove??
-when u were badly broken hearted, HE sent u away from mrsmBP so that u can forget the bitter memories there
-when u were about to really sent urself to HELL (by comitting suicide) , HE sent sum1 to safe u..and that is actually a second chance for u
-u still got to hospital with kerete yg half hancur also becoz of HIM
-u got to know the backstabbers so that u will realise not everybody is as good as we expected them to be and then u know who are ur real friends..
- most important is u got to keep the RIGHT one to stay by urside
i know it must have been really2 hard for u..
be strong sis..syaitan will be happy if u let them defeat u..
the world is temporary..what ever we face here is only a test for us to face the world hereafter..
only then we will find the true hepiness..
stay close to HIM..HE will protect u..dont give up on HIM =)
2. Hye, dear. Kesian apa yang you've been thru and u shud know me better than that lah. Takkan lah I nak lari.
3.Apa diorg xde keje lain ke? Walaupn sabar pn ada limit, for now u kena gak sabar. Just ignore them. Mmg ckp senang but still, kita xleh tutup mulut org.
4. i agree dgn u to share wit hubby.apa2 yg kita buat kalau boleh never rahsiakan dgn our hubby.. at least susah senang, sakit pening, baik buruk.. biar dia tau. then again.. we have nothing to loose pun.. these are the types of ppl we sooo wants to stay away from.. apa lagi berkawan. my prinsip.. kalau dia blh buat camni kat u.. it could happen to me to rite!!
theyre just a bunch of ppl yg tk boleh tgk org senang &pijak plak bila kita ssh.
nite2 sweet dreams babe.. hope these could make u sleep well tonite!
5.knpe diorg kutuk mengutuk...... knpe jd mcmtu ye...... any problem urfacing wwith them or they x like me.... everybody ade masaalah.... this is wat frens r 4.... 2 help each others to kurangkan depression kite...wat happen actually... i was busy 4 sometime...... my children r fine......... good ur strong.... x show others yg pandang rendah kat kite yg kite lemah... i agree wit u...
6.am suprise at dis age some of us x grow up lagi..Siz,not to worry,i think ada gak org yg tau pk.as i mentioned just now, truth prevail 1day
7. InsyaAllah Tuhan akan beri balasan pada orang2 yang menganiaya. asalkan kita jangan menganiaya orang sudah's ok kita buat baik kat dia and dia balas balik macam ni. besar pahala kita kalau kita betul2 bersabar. :D
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Sunday Shopper!
At the moment, I am at One Utama.
Sipping Lady in Red by The Obrama Chocolate Lounge.
Hubby Ali is watching a movie with his friend , Idral.
127 Hours.
Some how , I was more interested to window shop.
Unfortunately , with the victory I just achieved last week,
I really needed to treat myself.
Knowing me , I would treat my Hubby Ali too.
1st stop : MPH
Bought a few books [ Including INTERLOCK in English]
2nd stop : Forever 21.
Asked the cashier " Do you accept Diners?"
She gave me the what the s!!! look.
As if I am asking her to pay for me.
A nice lady [ a customer like me ] explained to her , and also she gave her that "ARE YOU STUPID LOOK?"
Hahahahaha...I told the lady , do not bother and walked away.
As I was walking , I heard the lady told the cashier
"itu pon you tak tahu ker?"
-_-
3rd stop : Dorothy Perkins.
Found two tops.
MMSed it to Puan Sri and Datin Sri.
Both did not reply.
Hence I walked out empty handed.
4th stop : TOPMAN & TOPSHOP.
Literally grabbed 3 Tshirts and a wallet.
2 Tees for me.
2 Tee and a wallet for Hubby Ali.
5th stop: The Obrama Chocolate Lounge.
I am having the Lady in Red.
[ CHILLI HOT CHOCOLATE]
rm9.90
Had to choose something less than rm10.
because i suddenly realised that I only have rm10 and some change!
MEMANG SEDAP - Chocolaty and PEDAS!
Imagine that taste.
Cannot? Come la and sip some.
[pics will be uploaded when i get back ya!]
Have an awesome Sunday with family , friends - LOVED ONES!
p/s i think jinggo peed on my jeans!!! - now, when did THAT happen?
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Jalan-Jalan,
Jinggo,
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