The Relapse

Things are getting a bit crazy for the past few days - I blame it on my new meds.

You see i can see everything so clear - too clear that it messes up my brain.

I get confused and life suddenly become so complicated to me, that is.

Small, unimportant things suddenly turn so huge and important.

i am making a big thing out of small minute ones.

This relapse is really bad for me and also for my marriage.

Not many would understand the damage a relapse can do to one.

Unless they themselves have the relapse experience.

This is the most important step to recovery ,

and if I am not able to overcome this wisely,

it would literally eat me alive.

This is when the patience of my loved ones is being tested.

Their loyalty too.

A few gave up on me last year and turned my days into hell.

I am super sensitive now in identifying such culprits , thanks to those two Biatches.

Those to lead me to identify a few more biatches.

But hey QUALITY is more important than QUANTITY.

Till then , Bye.