This word kept playing in my mind like a broken record player.
1.A riddle whose answer is or involves a pun.
2.A paradoxical, insoluble, or difficult problem; a dilemma
1. “What's the difference between a jeweler and a jailer?”
“One sells watches and the other watches cells.”
2. "Do you love your mother or your toys?"
So I guess my life is a conundrum.