I should have known better.
and i will keep on saying this everyday.
Recently i heard someone said this " No one wants to marry you if you have Masters."
Then i realize that, 80% of men feel in secure with independent women.
I was and trying to be again - an independent woman.
I knew what i wanted in life.
I could not be bothered with what other people think about me.
I strive to be the best.
I was myself as i could be myself without anyone saying STOP!.
The most important thing - I WAS HAPPY and FREE.
I loathe whiny women - who wants a bf/hubby to buy things for them.
I loathe women who are so damsel in distress most of the time.
I loathe women who does not even know how to get a cab or ride a bus.
I loathe women who gossip about others so that they would 'LOOK' better.
I loathe women who thinks they are rich just because their bf/husband is.
I want to be myself again, please let me.
I want to be able to smile and say 'yes i did it'.
I want to be able to let go of this anger without hurting anyone.
Now i really realize that - No one can make me feel better , other than MYSELF>
I will never depend on anyone else to make this world a better place for me.
I will always seek forgiveness and strength from ALLAH.
I will DO my best to be a devoted MUSLIM.