For Miss Yuna!

I was rearranging all my magazines that i have collected throught the years sin 1995.

And look what I have founded.

I quickly tweeted both of them and Yuna wanted me to scan.

So here is the Fron cover!

Justin Bieber Malaysia?

By looking and hearing and what not

at the rate of people talking about me ,

I feel like a superstar!

My,my,my...

how people doubt and are curious [ in many bad ways ] about my health.

Why can't they come  up to me or PM or DM or SMS to ask why I am always not around.

Then i can actually explain my condition and show them the receipts to all of my medical expenses [ hoping that they would donate ! hahaha !]

NO!

They rather bitch about me and make me the main topic during their leisure time.

Oh ya! some of you who are reading this are actually one of thoese pests right?

So click on the links below if you care enough to know what type of medical condition I have [ eventhough one's medical condition is P&C]

Link 1

Link 2

Link 3

This is the major medical condition I have.

I have others too. Next in line would be my migraine.

I just don't get it.

I don't bitch about people [ well i am  often at home due to my illness]
but people just LOVE to bitch about me.

Whenever I am getting better, something or someone would pull me back to where I started.

It takes days,weeks and sometime months for me to recover from one setback.

The best part is, someone whom I do not know or have no contact with me ALSO bitch about me.

Say what?!

What I buy.What I wear.What I do or did not do.What I said.

Anything under the sun.

All I am gonna do is that. Focus on MY LIFE.

Those people DO NOT PAY MY MEDICAL BILLS nor do they HELP TO SUPPORT ME!

BUT MY HUBBY, PARENTS , SIBLINGS, BFF,
ANGELS , NIECES , NEPHEWS , COUSINS
and
CATS DO.

Crappy shit!

I am going to be 33 soon and my life is full of shit. I am not doing what I desire.instead I am forced to do the things I hate.hence my life is cut short by 10 years. These medications I am taking for this manic depression is causing me more than my life.I might be begging for food sooner than I anticipated. I was betrayed lately. By someone. And this time it is really bad because it is so unethical for her to do so. And now I am suffering the concencuenses. I am so fucked up (mind my German) I often find myself crying to sleep or sleeping while driving. I bought tons of books that I intend to read. But now all of it are in the box labelled UNREAD books. At this moment I am also watching crayon and miming playing on my bed (hubby Ali will scream if he finds out) but I can't do much about it because they are so manja with me. All of mmy 4 cats and 2 kittens are. Things have changed and the world is getting more cruel each second, people backstab you as often as you wink. I was such a happy go lucky soul for goodness sake! and it was taken away from me by people who I respected ( as they are at east 10 years older than me) Such a biatch they are and such a mouse i am for letting them control my passion for teaching. Now I am stuck. Confused. And gonna get booted. Might as well I kick the bucket ASAP. It is 1231. I need to sleep. To be able to get up and drive WITHOUT hitting a motorcyslist, a bus , a lorry or another car!!! Oh ya , mimpi jumpa Farid Kamil tadi. He had a crush on me. GILER LAH!

Happy early Birthday to me!

Naughty me but i really need the ipad2.

So i opt for a nokia- C2-3 because it basically had the same function as my iPhone.

The Ipad2 is from my family.

hihihihihihihi.

I am really good at choosing my own birthday gift from my family kan.

So ALLLLL of them chipped in for my early birthday present.

The present I am buying for myself is in a store in Pertama Kompleks.

That is one huge secret because I need to get my life back,

amd one of the ways is to buy THAT!

Anyone can guess?

Happy Monday morning peeps!

[FB] Megumi dress anyone?

Remember this pic?

Some of my friends asked me where I bought the dress.

FB: Bags Butique Chantik


Let us take a look at some of the designs offered.

This is the most important part.


Megumi dresses/riding good/palazo from 
Bags Butique Chantik are original.




The best part, it comes in sizes!


and


it is very comfortable....


I am planning to buy at least 5 to revamp my wardrobe.

Highly recommended by me! SIZARIFALINA

run run run!

[CATS] mIMING & CRAyon

[Info] Police now looking for missing ‘pet hotel’ owners #Petknode

Published on Malay Mail Online (http://www.mmail.com.my)

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Cat graves unearthed

By shaza

Created Tuesday, September 13th



Police now looking for missing ‘pet hotel’ owners


Tuesday, September 13th, 2011 11:13:00

SHAH ALAM: Police have unearthed 12 cat graves scattered within the compound of a double-storey house in Sungai Buloh believed to belong to the owners of Petknode, a pet boarding centre.

The discovery of the ‘pet cemetery’ was made about a week ago by the Department of Veterinary Services (DVS), police told The Malay Mail.

Now, police are urging the two owners of Petknode to turn themselves in to further assist ongoing investigation of the case.

Selangor deputy Crime Investigation Department chief (Intelligence and Operation),
ACP Rosli Mohd Isa, said the duo had been out of contact since police first obtained their statements two weeks ago,
shortly after hundreds of cats were found maltreated at the centre run by them.
“Based on police reports lodged,
a total of 169 cats have been found alive while another six are still missing,”
he told The Paper That Cares yesterday.

He said 14 cats had been found dead, some at the centre in Damansara Damai,
with 12 of them found buried at the house in Desa Moccis, Sungai Buloh,
purportedly belonging to the Petknode owners.

“The police, together with the DVS, have been investigating the case to get to the bottom of things.
Although the case involves only pets and not humans, we take this matter very seriously.”

Police have classified the case under Section 428 of the Penal Code for
 “mischief by killing or maiming any animals of the value of five ringgit”,
an offence punishable by law with imprisonment of up to two years, a fine or both.

Following the latest discovery of the cat graves,
non-governmental organisations and animal lovers have expressed their shock and outrage.

On the night of Sept 4, hundreds of cat owners,
who had entrusted their pets to the ‘cat hotel’ during the Hari Raya holidays,
were shocked after they found the animals left unattended at the Damansara Damai centre.

With the approval of the area’s security guards and police,
 the pet owners as well as concerned animal lovers and volunteers broke into the premises and rescued about 100 pets there.
Nine felines were found dead that night.
After lodging police reports, the ‘rescue team’ of owners and volunteers then went to the Sungai Buloh house where 200 more cats were rescued.

At both premises,
the cats were kept in inhumane and unsanitary conditions,
and left starving from insufficient food.
So far, at least 75 police reports have been lodged over the incident.
Heartless minders

Shock over discovery of cat graves
WHERE IS MY KITTY? Zilla looking at the empty cage that once held her pet

FOLLOWING the discovery of 12 cat graves in the compound of the Sungai Buloh house belonging to the two male owners of Petknode, non-governmental organisations (NGOs) animal lovers expressed their outrage to The Malay Mail.
While Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better (MDDB) said this disheartening discovery reflected poorly on the laws Malaysia has for animals,
the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) attributed the finding of the graves to the concerted effort of NGOs, animal lovers,
volunteers and the media over the past two weeks.
Two animal lovers also opined the owners of the 'cat hotel' were greedy and advised parents to educate their children to love animals from young.

SHEILA: Have sadly witnessed children kicking pets

● Wani Muttiah, MDB founder: "The Petknode issue, and now with the discovery of 12 buried cats, reflects poorly on the laws we have for animals in Malaysia.

"In other countries, if you want to open a pet centre, you would have to undergo a thorough screening on various aspects.
There would be checks on you to determine if you are a genuine animal lover,
if you had experience in caring for animals,
the extent of your resources in caring for animals and manpower availability, just to name a few.

"It was reported that Petknode's licence expired. I believe lack of enforcement and monitoring allowed such unlicensed pet businesses to bloom.

"If our laws are not looked into immediately, this incident would repeat in the future."

● Bazilah Bahrin, animal lover who was part of the pet rescue team: "The Petknode owners were just too damn greedy. They know the long Hari Raya holidays would be a highly profitable period for their business as many cat owners are Muslims and they would be travelling outstation.

"I believe this was a clearcut case of them biting off more than they could chew. They did not have the manpower to care for the animals, and when the felines died, they just took the easy way out and buried them.
"They could have buried the 12 cats out of pressure upon knowing that they couldn't cope."

CHIN: Authorities under pressure to take animal cases seriously

● Christine Chin, SPCA president: "If it wasn't for the concerted effort of various NGOs and animal supporters to rescue the maltreated cats from Petknode two weeks ago, the remains of the 12 cats would probably not have surfaced at all. There would be no pressure on the authorities.

"The NGOs were the ones who advised cat owners to lodge police reports. There have been 75 reports lodged with police to date. It these reports were not made, police and the Department of Veterinary Services (DVS) would not have looked into the matter.

"The media as well as those on social networks, such as Facebook and Twitter, must be thanked for their help in spreading the word fast."

● Sheila, animal lover who was part of the pet rescue team: "I'm shocked! I believe all cruelty to animals stem from lack of education by parents at home.


"I have encountered children kicking pets and other animals while their parents would just look on! This would drive kids to treat animals like toys and eventually grow up to become animal abusers. To them, abusing pets or other living things would not be a big deal.


Parents must educate their kids from young to love and treat animals with care."


http://www.mmail.com.my/content/82132-cat-graves-unearthed

[video] Come as you are & Memo

so cute!

[Food] http://missmacarons.blogspot.com

OMG just take a look at these scrumptious macarons!

LOLLIPOP? wow!

Cute packaging right. there are many more!

http://missmacarons.blogspot.com/

 hantaran?

and take a look at the price.

Definitely a must buy ASAP!....

Wide awake still

I'm still wide awake at 238am. This Medes are weird. Tuesday is my CT Scan day. Definitely takut!! Coz I'll b alone... How to sleeeeeeeee!!!!!

So far so good

My raya was a mess, but now i am okie..my meds seem to be compatible. But one problem, I am kinda an insomniac now. Can't sleep. Bought am iPad for my editorial work.gave my iPhone to hubby Ali since I feel that it is kinda funny to have both of the apple products. Bought nokia c2-3 I think! Seuper basic and awesome. Will up load pics soon. 13th spetember is my CT Scan day and Yuna at Dewan Filharmonik Petronas..super scared for the morning session, and super excited for the night show. It has been. Months since I last had fun...sampai sesat kat OU this morning with my MOM! Sad sad! Bought two pairs of shoes at Payless Sunway Pyramid. Due to some constrains using iPad..I'll upload the pics soon. ATLAST A SHOE SHOP SELLING SIZES UP TO 10!!!! okie calos

[Magazine] New magazine in town - Ray

I was buying my daily newspaper when I my eyes caught on this new magazine.

It is sold for RM9.

It's premier edition is sold in Malaysia and Singapore.

This magazine is from JAPAN!

Do check out their FB page . www.facebook.com/raymalaysia.my

"I am back at work since Friday!"

Yup, Last Friday was a working day for me.

Giler super sunyi but then nak buat cam mana, due to my health i dah tak banyak cuti tinggal.

So I am now at work and ready to persue my father's dream of me becoming a writer.

Ishk! entah dari biler he kept going on and on that I should write.

Write about anything.

Write about Islam.

Write about teaching.

Seriously it is a b ig task for me since I am not a master of all trades.

One needs to be knowledgable to present or write a good argument or opinion on paper.

Research needs to  be done in order to back up our story.

So what say you?

What should my first piece be?...

Anyway - Welcome back to our daily routine people!

[Video] Selamat Hari Raya!