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Predicaments saved by a theatre and a book.

I was in such predicament that i was on leave for 2 weeks.

I had to make really tough choices.

And it all relates to my future.

Imagine, one decision would lead to another choice.

It went on and on and on.

I kept myself in the room.

Thinking.

With that Mr  Migrain brought along Mrs Migraine .

So i was the daughter of Mr and Mrs  Migraine.

My skull felt as if it is gonna burst and explode and crack ..yada yada yada.

Hence last Saturday after feeling a bit better,

I needed to get out of theBOX.

So i went out to watch a theatre - The drive.

Redza  Minhat was acting.

So double yahoooo!!!!

pictures and video are in the previous entry.

On SUnday I was up and about at Bukit Bintang.

I went to Pavilion and bought this awesome book!

About the Book


These days life's pressures seem to get to us at a much earlier age, so why wait until you're older to get motivated?
All About Attitude is for people of all ages to browse through when in need of inspiration and encouragement, to open at random and read a page or two. It encourages the development of positive attitudes, tackling everything from anger, fear and jealousy, to gossip, health and creativity.



About the Author

Julie Davey is a best-selling author, illustrator, speaker and coach, dedicated to encouraging people to focus upon their strengths and reach their true potential. She has inspired thousands of people from 5 to 95 by providing age-old universal truths in simple, profound and colourful resources.


Julie became inspired to produce motivational books for children after reading the works of inspirations authors such as Louise Hay, Richard Bach, Jack Canfield and Dr Wayne Dyer.

Her highly successful positive thinking books are "must-have" resources for educating children about how to make the most of their lives and are used by schools, community groups and individuals throughout Australasia.

Redza Minhat

Cherish the love...

Suicide is the remedy of pain

Suicide is not the solution to any kind of problem.
It is the easiest way a coward ends his or her life, fearing to face the problems and its consequences.
Our life is short which has to be made sweet by our actions and thoughts.
“Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem “says Phil Donahue.
No problem is as big as our life and does not deserve to sacrifice our life for the sake of the problem. Suicide ends the life but not the problem because it still stays on.
All reasons that are quoted for suicide are not strong enough to justify it.
“To run away from trouble is a form of cowardice and while it is true that the suicide braves death he does it not for some noble object but to escape some ill”
are the words of Aristotle.
Suicide inflicts a lot of pain and if a person can withstand that pain and commit suicide he or she can withstand any suffering in life and face it bravely.
Thus the thought of suicide should never be encouraged.
Read these quotes on suicide and get a clear mind.




'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.




I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left.




You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be.




There's a smile on my face but I don't know why it's there... I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care.




I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own.

Its hard to live, laugh, and love when all I want to do is die, cry, and hate.




If I would kill myself tonight,
who would remember me tomorrow?

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore.




The thought of suicide is a powerful solace: by means of it one gets through many a bad night


As anyone who has been close to someone that has committed suicide knows, there is no other pain like that felt after the incident




You bleed just to know your alive.


Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.




Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it.
But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.
And I don't know what to do.
I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten time more.




My time has come, and so I'm gone.
To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see.
 But it's better now, because I'm free.

What do you do when you become too scared, too scared to live, too scared to die, too scared to love, too scared to even care?




(Sid's suicide note:) WE HAD A DEATH PACT I HAVE TO KEEP MY HALF OF THE BARGAIN. PLEASE BURY ME PTO NEXT TO MY BABY. BURY ME IN MY LEATHER JACKET, JEANS AND MOTOR CYCLE BOOTS GOODBYE




She looks up at the building, says shes thinking of jumping. She says shes tired of life. She must be tired of something.

Here in the bathroom with me are razor blades. Here is iodine to drink. Here are sleeping pills to swallow. You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be. Every time you dont throw yourself down the stairs, thats a choice. Every time you dont crash your car, you reenlist.

Suicide sometimes proceeds from cowardice, but not always; for cowardice sometimes prevents it; since as many live because they are afraid to die, as die because they are afraid to live
Charles Caleb Colton quotes

Settle down, precious.
I know what youre going through.
Ten minutes before you got here, I was gonna jump, too.

I bleed for you that's why I cut those simple scars are just deep thoughts.




I have a tendency to hurt myself physically, when I'm hurting inside.





Self-injury is a sign of distress not madness. We should be congratulated on having found a way of surviving.



Its a hurt so deep, so consuming, that the pain from the blade just doesnt penetrate anymore.

The walls of her room are screaming out loud all of the secrets that shes held onto for all these years, every tear that broke her heart and slashed her wrist, and every memory that rips apart her soul.
And to this day, she still cant breathe.



Tired of living and scared of dying.



Suicide is a fundamental human right. This does not mean that it is morally desirable. It only means that society does not have the moral right to interfere

Thomas S Szasz quotes

When you feel your soul drop to the floor like a hole, like an open bleeding sore, then youll have bled like I bled and youll have wept as Ive wept.



Don't let yourself become so angry that you stop loving, because one day, you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.



I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real.



Id scream on the inside but right now I feel like Ive been tranquilized.



The only reason I dont end it all is because I keep waiting for it to get better, to make friends, and be prettier.



 
No one ever lacks a good reason for suicide.

Cesare Pavese quotes
 
When you've got nowhere to turn, turn on the gas. , Answered Prayers (Unspoiled Monsters).

Truman Capote quotes
 
Whats even worse than ignoring my friends warnings is that I ignored my own warnings to myself that this might happen.




Suicide is the remedy of pain

Matt Hartman quotes

 http://www.searchquotes.com/quotes/about/Suicide/1/

"Wish You Were Here"



I can be tough


I can be strong


But with you, it's not like that at all


There's a girl


who gives a shit


behind this wall


You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said


You left them running through my head


You're always there, you're everywhere


But right now I wish you were here.


All those crazy things we did


Didn't think about it, just went with it


You're always there, you're everywhere


But right now I wish you were here


Damn, Damn, Damn,


What I'd do to have you


here, here, here


I wish you were here.


Damn, Damn, Damn


What I'd do to have you


near, near, near


I wish you were here.

I love the way you are


It's who I am, don't have to try hard


We always say, say like it is


And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said


You left them running through my head


You're always there, you're everywhere


But right now I wish you were here.


All those crazy things we did


Didn't think about it, just went with it


You're always there, you're everywhere


But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,


What I'd do to have you


here, here, here


I wish you were here.


Damn, Damn, Damn


What I'd do to have you


near, near, near


I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go


I just wanna let you know


That I never wanna let go


No, I don't wanna let go


I just wanna let you know


That I never wanna let go

Damn, Damn, Damn,


What I'd do to have you


here, here, here


I wish you were here (I wish you were)


Damn, Damn, Damn


What I'd do to have you


near, near, near


I wish you were here.


 Damn,


What I'd do to have you


here, here, here


I wish you were here.


Damn, Damn, Damn


What I'd do to have you


near, near, near


I wish you were here

Suicide

[Video] Cute Flash Mob by Dato' Siti

Yuna - Fears and Frustrations Lyrics





This love affair between you and I,


do you think it's worth the try?


Hearts to be broken,


I wonder if we do this often


You occupy my mind all day and night,


I think of things to say to you,


what we should do to keep this alive

You live and* chills up my spine

Dependent on it most of the time,


But for you I'm just an ordinary girl


That you bumped into, hoping I'll leave you within a month or two

Fears and frustrations galore


I'll never understand you


I'll never be the girl you long for


I'll never be the hand you want to hold



We spend so much time looking into each others eyes

Getting to know each others lies*, over looking reality


I'm feeding on high expectations and happy endings.


We were high above the ground,


or, was it just me?


I'll pull myself out of this confusion,


I never meant to be an intrusion,


cause for you I'm nothing more but just a phase.

THE IAMJETFUEL MAGAZINE: ISSUE #1