Khamis ini

Satu benda yang paling tak suka ialah bila dituduh melakukan sesuatu yang tidak benar.
Dan hari nih, perkara itu telah terjadi.
Geram tak terhingga rasanya.
Apakan daya, diriku terlalu lemah dan bengong.
Nak melawan, terfikir pulak , dia tuh lebih berumur .
Tapi tak semestinya seorang tuh berumur dia tuh berpengalaman dan bijak kan?.
Minggu lepas pon dah kena gak ngan org lain, main campak2 jer barang.
Adaka patut!
Hari nih pulak, org lain termakan ngan kata mereka2 yang dengki.
Last2 diri ini yang kena ----.
Ishk2 apa nak jadi ngam manusia sekarang nih
Yang tersiksa ialah diriku yang lemah dan tak berani nak melawan.
Nak berkawan pun tak reti,
sebab ramai sangat org kaki mengampu and kaki dengki.
Bergossip tuh memang la diarang.
Nak berlagakan org pun memang la DIA.
Sampai kesudah la dok sedih kalau macam nih.
Tapi kalau tersilap cakap pun susah la jugak kan.
Aiseyman.
Apa kan daya.
Diriku Lemah!
xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age..... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall in love without losing herself.. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.... how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without; ruining the friendship.... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.... when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents.. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over.... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she would and wouldn't do for love or more... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW. . whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table.. or a charming Inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... What she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...
xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

Holiday?

I envy my friends and relatives who get to go for holidays.

Me?

Well Hubby is so busy with work nowadays.

His line of work is not like others.

He works around odd hours/days and he has to travel.

Pity him.

And i am stuck with office work.

Hmmmm must make a point to go for a holiday soon.

But then each time we want to go,

we have to figure out who to take care of our 3 cats.

To send them to boarding houses,

well for 3 cats?

The cost would would amount to our holiday!

Aiya,i sound pathetic kan?

Need to figure out a way......

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

night

i wrote something

but decided not to post it

it might be used against me.

the end

B: The Almost Moon

Date: 17032010

Bought @ bookxcess.com./bookxcessblog.com

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

Cried!

I cried while watching this!

"Connie Talbot (born 20 November 2000) is an English child singer from Streetly, Metropolitan Borough of Walsall, West Midlands. She rose to fame in 2007 when she reached the final of the television talent show Britain's Got Talent, where she lost to Paul Potts. Talbot was supposed to sign with Sony BMG but the label pulled out of the deal due to her age." taken from:- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Connie_Talbot

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

catscatscats

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M+B: Girl, Interrupted.

The first reason i watched this movie is because of Angelina.
And i love is sooo much that i searched high and low for the book.
Back then, it was difficult to find movie tie-in books.
I can related myself to this movie.
Feeling lost.
Moody.
Bipolar.
etc.
I know how it feels like to be different and misunderstood.
No doubt, Angelina was superb in this movie.
There are so many confused people out there, who needs help and love from us.
Nowadays it might be normal for people to see a shrink,
but during Kaysen's [ the author] time, it was not accepted.
There are scenes where we can see how the community perceived them as [ mental patients ]
If you want to know how it is like to be in a mental institution watch the movie or read the book

Susanna: "I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. "

p/s i prefer the book because it has a different ending.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Girl,_Interrupted_(film)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Girl,_Interrupted

My Cats

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

http://lovemeow.com

Everyday i would go to this website.
They have so many cute pics and vedeos of cats.
Here are some.
SOOOOOOO cute!
http://lovemeow.com
http://lovemeow.com/gallery/
xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

M: The Lovely Bones

Watching the movie now.

09032010/6pm

Read the book 7 years ago.

To be frank, i prefer the book than the movie.

When you read a book, your imagination has no limits.

But when you watch a movie, you are 80% stuck with what you see

[ that is why they make movies - only some would be able to identify symbols and stuff ]

But this one, i am really dissapointed.

There were too many CGIs that it made the thriller so magical like.

It has a touch of the movie American Beauty as there was Suzie [ the dead girl ] narrating it.

As far as i know only 5% of novel adapted movies i have watched so far

is better than the novel .

Hmmmmmmmm....

P/s read the book!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Lovely_Bones

http://www.lovelybones.com/

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

B: of cats and men

Date: 09032010

Bought @ Bookxcess Amcorp mall

http://bookxcess.com/

rm9.90 only

"...a cat subtly teaches the protagonist something essential about human relationships."

web :

1) http://ninadegramont.com/

2)http://www.amazon.com/Cats-Men-Stories-Nina-Gramont/dp/0385335032#noop

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

M: Antwone Fisher

If you like Beautiful Mind, you will like this.

It is a true psychological story about how a young

African American(Derek Luke ) survived in an abusive foster family.

After years of being homeless, he then joind the Navy and was forced to see

a psychiatrist( Denzel ) to cope with his anger and trauma.

From here, we could see how the relationship grew from doctor-patient to confidantes.

Many things can be learned from this movie.

I kinda saw myself in this because the main character had to go through opressed anger for years.

He did all he could to be a better man.

Oh ya, this movie is based in the book written by Antwone Fisher [ Finding Fish : A Memoir ]

http://www.acmamall.com/finding-fish-by-antwone-quenton-fisher-743319.html

http://www2.foxsearchlight.com/antwonefisher/main.php

http://antwonefisher.net/

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

B:The Night of The Living Dad

Date:04032010

Borrowed it from the Office Library

A comic portrait of a first-time Dad

Will write a review after i am done.

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Night-Living-Dad-Sam-Delaney/dp/1848540930

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi

BM: Respect?

okie terlalu banyak kali i dgr mengenai perkataan respect ini.

ramai yg demand repect dari org lain tanpa memberinya terlebih dahulu.

biasa la manusia kan..asyik nak diberi jer, taknak memberi.

susah btl kan ?

tapi seriously,

kalau westerns they will not tgk siapa tua or muda

but here ,

kita perlu respect org tua walaupun dia can be a pain in the ***

so mcm mana sekrg nih?

pening jugak i fikirkan mengenai ini,

sebab ada beberapa incidents lately.

mcm mana i nak repect org tuh kalau org tuh pun perangai entah hapa2?

dia cakap jgn jadi A tapi dialah A

menasihati org memang senang,

tapi kekadang kita lupa yg perlu dinasihati ialah diri sendiri.

so, mcm mana i nak respect org mcm nih?

xoxo - an average shopaholic bUi