PSY WARD tonight?

Hmmm TBH, mixed feelings about getting myself admitted tonight . It has been 4 years since my last admission . So I wonder how it would be like there. Still the same? More forbidden items? More rules ? I am just bringing things that I always did. Loads of books & a journal. Not sure about colouring books yet. Too many things at the moment. Ejad will bring my food tomorrow during his visit. Maybe I should let him bring the books tomorrow . Because I have the feeling that the nurses would complain because I am practically bringing 10 books 😅. Yeah need to discuss it with Ejad before we leave for PPUM later tonight.