I want to teach!

[ picture was taken while i was rearranging my desk ]

Yes , I do miss my teaching years.

I love teaching alot.

But , I have to stay here in KL.

No MRSMs here in KL.

Why I miss teaching?

1. I love the atmosphere of young vibes and auras around me.

2. I love the challenges I would have to face - daily.

3. I love to inspire.

4. I love to be able to help.

5. I love the hectic life - compared to my routined one now.

6. Language Week

7. English Day

8. UNGA

9. Reading activities.

10. Drama Team.

11. Camping trips.

12. Homeroom.

13. Teachers' Day.

14. Graduation Day.

15. Candle Lit Dinner.

and the list goes on and on and on.....

if only...

~28780~

Yuna & Hana = Siz & Nina

Met Yuna and Hana at Map Solaris at 6pm.

Door gifts!

Bought the Snood!

Would like to thank Azrin Razman & Ahmad Faris!

My ex-students!

Hope to meet you guys again soon.

And of course to my dearest CBN sister,

Sis Nina.

Will never forget the KILLER HEELS!

Muahs to you dear!

New slippers!

Bought these two pairs or weird yet adorable and comfortable

at Jom Heboh 2010 yesterday!

And this is me in Joanna & Co T-shirt.
The nice hat i bought it there too.
The place was too hot for me!
Need to treat myself with a pair of sunglasses soon!

I was at Jom Heboh Bukit Jalil last weekend.
Helped out Tata to manage her booth.
Will upload more pics soon!

Goodbye Peek-a-Boo

I bought Peek-a-Boo in April 2002.

I said goodbye to DaDa [BEH 1650-Kancil].

I was not really excited at first.

Maybe because too many things were going on in my life back then.

Peek-a-Boo has been with me thru thick and thin.

We travelled back and forth from Balik Pulau,Penang and Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

Most of the time , it would be just both of us.

I got stuck once at PLUS highway for 2 hours with her.

There was an accident at Bukit Merah.

Traffic was bad!.

Then in 2007 , i moved to Seremban.

And disasters came one after another.

I lost control of her a few times.

There was once when i had a severe migraine.

I did not know how i managed to get to PPUM.

But i did , driving her.

Unfortunately, i have to let her go this year.

I can't keep up with the massive traffic jams in Kuala Lumpur.

I need an automatic car.

I cried during our last ride together.

I could not even get all of my things from her.

My parents had to check through , so that there were none left behind with her.

So on the 4th December 2010 .. I bid farewell to my bestfriend.

Bye Peek-s-Boo.
May your new owner treats you well.

In Laws..and family culture.

23 months.

Yup it is already 23 months since i became a wifey to my high school crush - Mr. Mohd Ali Omar.

And yesterday we had a long talk.

It is true when they say that when a misunderstanding occurs in a relationship - the couple should sit and talk about it. [ not shout at each other! - sit and talk senses]

So that was what we did last night. 2 solid hours of comparing , suggesting and finally found a few solutions to our problem.

Even though we were brought up in KL/PJ , our family cultures totally differs.

It is kinda difficult to find similarities in both of our families. [ apart from having the same silverware and what not ]

You see the biggest difference with my Mother and my Mother-in-Law(MIL) is that - when it comes to kenduri [ those in different states ] , my mom would opt out while my MIL would - LET's Go!. Hihihihihi...

Sometimes, we end up going to different Kenduri - Me with  my parents and Ali with my MIL. SERIOUS!!

Next would be the vollume - with my family , you can hardly hear what we say but with Ali's family , err no comment.

And the list goes on and on and on ...

There are times when i feel like choking my hubby to his senses. [ i bet he feels the same way too ]

Whatever it is - talk to each other.

p/s In our case - we had kitty sleeping here and there in our room , was kinda hard to be serious when kitty gave us weird posses.

Readers of our blogs..

Hmmm...do you get this feeling...that when you read someone's blog whom you are  not keen off , you tend to judge every actions they take? or you tend to scrutinise their words ? or even you would end up taking their words literally?

But when you read about someone's blogs whom you have never met or like , you tend to say "awww so cute" ... " that is nice.." bla bla bla..

Why is that?

I think we better stop reading blogs of those we hate/ dislike/ loathe yada yada yada - cause i will end up hurt / sad / angry and what not.

So just a reminder to me and to you [ hihihiih ] : Stop reading a blog when you start to mumble to yourself hatefull words about the blog owner.

Why waste the energy to be angry and sprinkle negative aura to people around you.

Hihihi do you agree?

tak habis2 lagik ke?

-i seriously do not know how to react to something that i found out this afternoon.

-she is still bad mouthing me.

-Haiya woman! get a life la!

-Well i guess...it is kinda difficult to say much about her.

-Someone commented
" Eh  kawan you tuh dah mcm sakit jiwa. I think she needs help!"

-Gulp! I terus tak jadi nak marah minah tuh , sebab yer la...she is pathetic la jugak to still bad mouthing about me.

-Kesian - entah sampai bila dia nak sedar that she needs perfessional help to let go of her anger and what not.

-nih lah dia - nak tolong org...last2 diri sendiri terkena...ishk ishk ishk.

- a few things i learned from my experience as her 'friend'

1) when you want to help someone - make sure that someone deserves it - if not , you'll end up hurt.

2) wealth brings you no where.

3) i really have to continue working - i am not the type to stay home.

4) to continue to earn my living.

5) do not depend on others.

6) there are so many mean people out there - they might look innocent and sweet , but deep down, only Allah knows!

7) to appreciate my BFFs more. Hihihihihi

I should have known better.

I should have known better.
I should have known better.

and i will keep on saying this everyday.

Recently i heard someone said this " No one wants to marry you if you have Masters."

Then i realize that, 80% of men feel in secure with independent women.

I was and trying to be again - an independent woman.

I knew what i wanted in life.

I could not be bothered with what other people think about me.

I strive to be the best.

I was myself as i could be myself without anyone saying STOP!.

The most important thing - I WAS HAPPY and FREE.

I loathe whiny women - who wants a bf/hubby to buy things for them.
I loathe women who are so damsel in distress most of the time.
I loathe women who does not even know how to get a cab or ride a bus.
I loathe women who gossip about others so that they would 'LOOK' better.
I  loathe women who thinks they are rich just because their bf/husband is.

I want to be myself again, please let me.

I want to be able to make decisions.
I want to be able to smile and say 'yes i did it'.
I want to be able to let go of this anger without hurting anyone.

Now i really realize that - No one can make me feel better , other than MYSELF>

I will never depend on anyone else to make this world a better place for me.

I will always seek forgiveness and strength from ALLAH.

I will DO my best to be a devoted MUSLIM.

Congratulations to Hafiza and Reza!

Pic above was taken by yours truly.

Hihihihi..

But the pic below was taken by Abg Sam!

He was my photographer

and also Tata's

and  Insyallah,

Yaya's too!

The men in action!

http://www.kaseh.com
http://samsultahir.fotopages.com

There are so many reasons why I would recommend Kaseh as your photographer.

Some are :-

1) It is a family business!

2) All in one - Dais to Video

3) Very friendly!

4) For a great price!

me in 2007

Above is Rintin ....and Below is Snowy . Rintin hilang..snowy died..a very painful death...i can still remember how he pujuk i not to cry. But how can i NOT cry, when i could see how much he suffered during his last few days....



This Ecky - Ali adopted him in 2007. A very scrawny kitten. He died of food poisoning. Found him under the car. Kitty was just staring at him.




The three of them, Ecky. Rintin and Apple stayed in my house at Kota Damansara when Ali went back to Penang...and now all of them are no longer with me...

The time has come for me to...

sit down and write my resolutions for 2011.

Too early?
Nah i do not think so.
2 months to 2011.
Should be enough right?

Need to cut down on my expenses , especially the shopping part.
Other than i need to pay for the new car, my sister is getting married next year.
So nak la kena , save up kan?


 

Wealth Vs Me

Basically, i have given a lot of thoughts on this entry.

But i need to let it out and warn people about this.

Wealth.. does not give you 100% of want u want.

i was born with a silver spoon.

I had a driver to drive me anywhere i wanted at the age of 5 till 14.
Went to kindergarten in BMWs, to high school in Mercedes and also the school bus- hihihihi
Lived in a huge banglo at Taman TAR.
Flew in first class MAS.
Wore shoes and dresses from UK bla bla bla...

I am not gloating or bragging here. but just to let you know that i am talking based on my own experience.

the problem with people out there is that, they judge things that they  never had hands on.

tak faham?.. ala mcm org tak pernah rasa naik kete BMW , tapi dok kutuk org ada kete BMW kata bazir duit la apa la..cuba try naik BMW tenguk! best ke tidak..hihihih...

Okie let me go on..

I were friends with others like me.
But i think they were born in 'golden' spoon.hahahaha
They drove Honda Bullets at the age of 17.
They had credit cards to their disposal at the age of 17.
They went shopping buying the same thing in different colours
 [ rm500 each ok! - back in 1995 that was ALOT! ]
Bla Bla Bla Bla...

Some of my friends were artists too.
Rap group/Solo arist/ bla bla bla...

I had a great life... but that was what  i thought.

To live a larger than life , life - you need to pay a huge price!

So now when i see people around me who dok kejar kekayaan..i feel sad..cos i know how it will end.
and it is not something nice.

Family members would fight with each other
husbands and wives
brothers and sisters
close friends would end
Hidup tak aman langsung
Org dengki sampai hantar 'benda'
bla bla bla

So biler now when someone ask me, kenapa tak beli honda civic? suzuki swift?
[kalau ikutkan hati nak beli MR2, kete idaman sejak sekolah - oit bukan MRR2 k!- ]

Kenapa beli Perodua jer?
Haiya...i just smile.
The idea is to get from A to B.
Nak jimat minyak - giler! minyak dah mahal k.
sekali kete mahal2 tuh rosak - mau terduduk - naik LRT jer la kan..then nak repair bukannya murah!

lagipun , mari lah kita sokong barangan buatan Malaysia!! Yippee!!!


Hmmmm...yes, i buy my own things.

I taknak my hubby belikan Honda ke, Toyota ke, Suzuki ke...
i  nak beli dengan duit sendiri.
And yes, i rasa  MyVi SE tuh pon dah cukup mewah k!

Kenapa tak nak duduk rumah banglo besar?
Kenapa nak beli apartment jer?
Ishk! cuba try kemas rumah banglo besar tgk!
[ susah sikit nak percaya maid - bad experience la - it happened masa i 6 years old ]

i have to admit - i love Coach bags, i use an iPhone & iBookG4..
takkat tuh jer kemewahan i..
hihihih

Anyway, back to the topic...i have tasted wealth , it brought too many bad memories so i opt to a very 'sederhana' life.

So to those yang dok kejar kekayaan -
sometimes you sound foolish when u brag about those things you have, those trips you went
it would not bring you happiness till u leave the planet

For those yang tgh merasai kekayan - pls manage it well ya...serious kena manage it well giler babas.

Nih bukan sebab dengki - tapi...sayang.

Muahs!

p/s Alhamdulillah dan Bersyukur sangat, selama 32thn di bumi nih - Allah pellihara I dari BUAT benda2 yang tak elok yang major!...sikit2 ada la - manusia biasa



 

October Ladies

Every end of the month, my office would celebrate Birthdays!

So mine was today after Yassin reading at 915am

Hihihihi,

I recieved a birthday card!

 Thank you Kak Azmira!

Chomels sangat!

Actually there are 8 of us.

Shahila and I.

 

Farewell Puan Norly Dear!

My Deputy Director is retiring soon.

We had a Farewell Lunch for her.

Here are some of the pictures taken.

Pictures were taken by Kusha [ @tengkusharmizi ]

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Pictures taken by me!

Norul & PDM [ phatdivamama.com]

Ops! not my plate ya!

Decorations by our Graphic Designers!

My take away for MrHubbyDaddy

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Pictures below taken by razucute! - [mummycute.com]

One paparazzi taking another.